I was raised in the LDS religion. While I respect a lot of things I learn by being raised religiously, I have always had questions. In the land of the internets, I find most non-religious people accuse religious people of being stupid, yet many in my family more intelligent than I have strong faith. Trust me when I say they are WELL above average, but I can explain how if people doubt it.
Anyway, I had this moment last night where I saw this game of Jenga and it clarified a lot for me. Me and my siblings all started with this new game of Jenga. Everything was in a crisp, perfect block.
The thing is, as you grow and learn, a block carefully slides out. You ask the question and you look to scripture or a religious leader or your heart for an answer. Now two things can happen. I won't say only two, but I will say I see only two. You take that answer, an answer that may be logical or beautiful or fair, an answer "inspired by God" or maybe just made up by a fallible human and you look at that block in your hand and you have a choice. You can think it still doesn't fit or in your heart it just doesn't feel right and you set that block aside.
For others, for those in my family, I think they took those blocks and are building themselves a damned stairway to heaven.
Mine slowly wore away. I will probably get into examples in future, but when I couldn't come to terms with a question, my blocks got set aside. It didn't happen all at once, but eventually, the whole tower came down.
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